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i feel..
i feel like...
i feel like writing....
i feel like writing & musing.....
i feel like writing & musing & rambling......
i feel like writing & musing & rambling & rejoicing.......

lately, i have felt like i have had something to say, but not quite the words to say it....
i was hoping that i was not beginning to lose my 'umph' or ability to express myself ....... but i think i have it back.

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i am..
i am happy...
i am happy and thankful....
i am happy & thankful to.....
GOD......
i am happy and thankful to GOD for.......
i am happy & thankful to GOD for life........

i see no need to worry about the outcome of life. if you think about it, worrying does not improve a situation, it does not add to the quality of life...well, it does add...it adds unnecessary stress (not eustress) & headaches. don't' get me wrong, i have not gotten to the point, where i am a completely worry-free person, but i work really hard at it. when i begin to doubt or become fearful, i have to stop and check myself and of course pray.....

i.
i pray..
i pray for peace...
i pray for peace & acceptance....
i pray for peace & acceptance & trust.....
i pray for peace& acceptance& trust& discernment.....
i pray for peace& acceptance & trust & discernment &wisdom.......

it's one thing to have discernment and wisdom, but it is another thing to utilize & apply the discernment and wisdom appropriately in all situations. life is full of experiences that we are supposed to learn and grow from. i try to do the best that i can. sometimes, i know that i am not applying the discernment and wisdom that i have acquired. knowing is half the battle though, right? denial is wack. i hope that i am never in denial. i like to be self aware. sometimes its hard to accept personal flaws. i am open to knowing mine, so that i can fix them... or at least work on minimizing them...everybody has them. it is wack to not be aware of them though. or at least being open to learning of them.

i.
i hope..
i hope to...
i hope to grow....
i hope to grow & gain.....
i hope to grow & gain wisdom......
i hope to grow & gain wisdom & knowledge......

i.
i feel..
i feel & i pray...
i feel & i pray & i hope....

i feel and i pray and i hope for wisdom, discernment, peace,love and happiness!

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i am..
i am & i will....
i!