flaw-less, special presentation?!?!

~~yaaawwwn~~

as i arose this morning from a peaceful slumber, i lay in the bed,nestled under my comfy, colorful, coordinated comforter and gathered my thoughts....i began to reminisce. and recant. the dream that i had prior to waking up...can't say the dream happened last night, because i didn't go to sleep until 2 a.m..

so this is how the dream went....

me,yohance ( my beau), my older brother (yanyan), my best friend(yonnie), her husband (tre), murrie (other b.f) and my pastor(o'jimi) were on the stage at church... o'jimi announced "it's now time for a special presentation", yohance proceeds to get up and take the microphone. he faced me and began to ..not quite recite poetry, not quite freestyle in the rapping form...but rather he began to flow in his own yohance way..... though he was not rapping or singing, his words were melodic and musical to my ears as he professed his feelings for me in front of all these people! after his verbal expressions...he placed a BIG SOLITAIRE DIAMOND RING on my finger. i was tearful and ecstatic! yanyan took the mic and began to give his blessings to yohance and mi....as he was speaking, i took my seat and began to show my BIG DIAMOND RING to my friends. tre was sitting next to me , i showed my BIG DIAMOND RING to him first, not paying attention to the expression of "what the h.." on his face. he then passed the ring to yonnie, and she and murrie carefully observed my BIG DIAMOND RING.....yonnie, gave me the RING back saying "ooh, yeah, that's nice gyrrrl" in her own yonnie way! i was pleased with my beau, my BIG DIAMOND RING and the way of the proposal. the special presentation ended...yohance and i went home. we began to watch the video of the special presentation..as we watched, unknowingly to yonnie and murrie, they were being taped...they were pointing and laughing at my BIG DIAMOND RING....they weren't just snickering, they were doing these big exaggerated, pointing laughs! whaaaaat?!?! not my b.f.'s...hatin'? unh uh, couldn't be possible, not yonnie and murrie.....

i was sad.

so i went to inform sunnie t. (my mommie) of the wonderful news! {not sure why she wasn't at the special presentation, she goes to that church}..anyway, she was more excited than me... so she said "show me the ring mimi"....i proudly showed her my BIG DIAMOND RING....she exclaimed,"that is so po', that ring is so wack, you need to tell him to take that back and get you something else!" i was shocked! not my sunnie t. she is my biggest supporter, if no one else is rooting for me and in my corner, sunnie t. is.

i was sad and confused.

"what? what is wrong with it sunnie? it is a BIG DIAMOND RING!" she said "have you looked at it?" "uhh, yeah!" i had glanced at it, didn't bother to carefully observe it.

my internal feelings of joy,appreciation and love distracted me from inspecting my beau's material expression of his feelings.

after i put my feelings to the side, and began to analyze my memories of tre's facial expression, yonnie & murrie's amusement, and sunnie t.'s direct disgust with the RING...i took a careful look at my BIG DIAMOND RING.

let me describe what i saw:

a white..no, not white gold, but a plastic white band, with a BIG SOLITAIRE DIAMOND rhinestone... end of dream







when i woke up, i smiled!

my internal feelings of joy,appreciation & love did not change. i called yonnie, sunnie t. and yohance and rehashed the content of the dream to them.

i laughed.
and
laughed
and laughed.
it was funnie...
i like the feeling that the dream produced.