5.15.2007

free!

Ahhhhh ((sigh of relief))......

the desire to let go and pursue your hearts' desire can provoke some anxiety, but is a wonderful and dreamy type of anxiety(some, well, most times)!
the ability to trust and have the faith to actually do it is relieving & AWESOME!

there is this lady that i have been knowing twenty-something years....
she has endured and overcome many hardships and trials and tribulations.
keywords--ENDURED & OVERCOME!
she was always encouraging and diligent, despite the struggle..
a soilder, if you will!
this woman always had a weight on her shoulder and a feeling in the pit of her heart to let go, step out and be totally free!
she just never had the gumption to do so....until now!

this lady has always been a source of inspiration to me...
she is now free...
and goes by the name of sunnie t!

i admire her and i love her and i wish her much success on her journey to total happiness and freedom!

sunnie t is free...free from the ship!

1 comment:

maaga..... said...

one of my favorite lines from a song by emiliana torrini goes like this "It shouldn't hurt me to be free/It's what I really need
To pull myself together/But if it's so good being free/Would you mind telling me/Why I don't know what to do with myself" kinda haunting in the sense that she is free but she doesn't know what to do with this new sense of freedom

i can totally relate to sunnie, some may say that they found their freedom without the stresses of life (cheers!) but i too had some struggles within myself, some trials of my own that brought me to a sense of freedom and confidence and man, it's a great feeling.

just sharing.
chow!